Am I Not Old Enough?

So sick and tired of being nagged by my parents for staying out too late. How is 12AM late? i don't understand. It's not my mom just my dad, all he does is drink, cook, and calls my cell leaves a message asking where I am, and why am I always out? I hate being home, why? there's nothing to do, actually nothing I don't want to just sit around and watch tv and do nothing. I want to talk to someone not be secluded in the house. It's so annoying they don't know anything about me, yet they try to hold onto me by nagging on shit like this. Seriously look I am 21 years old, I have never taken drugs, or drank (to the point where I am drunk and lose my shit) or fucked up my life. I have a part time job, and I am fully invested in my university studies. So what the fuck do you want from me? 

I am doing everything they want, school-check. work-check. BUT having a social life is apparently isn't on the agenda, nor is having a white boyfriend. I don't give a shit about race, yet I have a feeling if i was with an asian it would be a whole other story about being nagged. Of course they don't see how having a boyfriend doesn't effect my fuckin' studies. I haven't failed-yet they make it seem like it's ruining my life. They know where I am when I am not home, yet they make it out to be like I am lying to them, when I'm fuckin' not. It's like look here just please don't leave a message that is useless to me. If I was to call and leave a nagging message everytime to them, will they enjoy it? Probably not. It's so annoying, because I don't see how me going out is effecting their life. What is so wrong about going out to see my boyfriend? My friends? Working.

Sometimes I really just want to run away so I don't have to deal with this shit, I am 21 y/o like I've stated earlier yet they treat me like I am 10. Irony of it all, when I was in high school I stayed out later than I do now. I used to stay out 12:30-1 now it's 11:30 ....what is their isssue? It's like I am being nagged on staying out because they have nothing else to complain about. It's so frustrating because I want to just yell at them. It's irritating to the point that I actually want to fall off the face of the planet and not contact them for a week to see how they finally feel. IT'S SO FUCKIN' FRUSTRATING living in a household that hasn't evolved through the parental aspects. It's so frustrating because I am on vacation yet I can't FULLY enjoy it at all. Because of these people. I am so agitated that's why I had my friend over for so many days so I don't have to talk to my parents. 

Our views are completely opposite. I'm a young adult I should be able to live freely. I have a feeling they don't want to let me go that's why they always bug me, and tell me they'll get me a car, yet htey don't because I have a feeling that if they give me a car they know i'll have independence to go wherever I want and not have to be home at a certain time. However it seems like they have forgotten I am responsible, that if anything if i was left with my own devices I would be responsible and act in a manner that I know will make them comfortable. Hey I have chosen to commute for the rest of university career since second year just so they can feel at peace having me in the house with them, and not like i left them to live on my own. I honestly chose to live at home because 1) Financial aspects, however true motive was to just make my parents feel at ease that one child is safe and sound under their roof and that they have done right with one out of the three. 

Therefore all i ask is that they loosen up on the leash, and let me breathe easily. Because the more independence they provide for me the more I will do stuff that they will be comfortable with. But i don't understand why I can go out often? Even if i was to stay home for the night it's not like they even talk to me, or hang out so what's the issue with me going out and doing my own thing? I don't understand. If they have an understandable argument for that then I will stay home more, but don't give me the bullshit that i am a girl and shouldn't be going out so often. Because that's bullshit, I only hang out with one person besides my girlfriends and that's my boyfriend-and we aren't fuckin irresponsible people we are grown ups and just do boring things. So they have to come up with something decent if they want me to obey them.

That's all for tonight. What a piss off.

Happy Birthday Ashley!!!

ONE OF THE BEST PEOPLE IN MY LIFE IS CELEBRATING HER BIRTH TODAY!

Ashley Morale Chidzero;

I love you babydoll<3

I'm so happy that you have entered my life, and I am not letting you go! 

You are the bestest, and I can't wait to celebrate you aging!

I love you, and stay classy! You know it's always been a challenge, hahaha jks!

You are the best!

Now I'll try and make the weather be on your side, sunny with a chance of rainbows!!!

<3Love, Kim

Paramore - The Only Exception

When I was younger I saw my daddy cry
and curse at the wind.
He broke his own heart and I watched
as he tried to reassemble it.

And my momma swore
that she would never let herself forget.
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist.

Well, darling,
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

Maybe I know somewhere
deep in my soul
that love never lasts.
And we've got to find other ways
to make it alone.
Or keep a straight face.
And I've always lived like this
keeping a comfortable distance.
And up until now I've sworn to myself
that I'm content with loneliness.

Because none of it was ever worth the risk.

Well you are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

I've got a tight grip on reality,
but I can't let go of what's in front of me here.
I know you're leaving in the morning
when you wake up.
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream.

You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

And I'm on my way to believing.
Oh, and I'm on my way to believing. 

So much free time what do I do? Have FUN.

It's been a month an a half since my last post; that's disappointing to know I am not as consistent as I wish to be. But this is better than nothing right? Well the best thing has happened since I have last posted an actual post besides movie reviews. I finished my summer session of school. *High five* I'm pretty sure I did really well in the course too; I was always quite above the class average in all of the assignments/tests; so I'm hoping for the best. =) 

During the final week of school I went camping that weekend; it was really fun. I went with the boy and his coworker friends. It was a blast, we went to a town called Goderich- and they state in their town sign that they're the prettiest town in Canada, I beg to differ though; it's definately not ugly; haha however it was a real pain in the ass trying to put the seadoo in the water, their signs for the dock's office was very vague, and the locals there were useless, don't know jack shit. The campsites weren't the best they said the sites were all grassy (yeah a patch of grass isn't something I would be bragging about but I guess everyone's different). Anyways, besides the negativity it was a huge release from reality, I loved it. The beach was really fun-we swam, played volleyball, I watched his friends play botchy ball, and bbqued. So much fun, unfortunately the weekend was ruined by the rain we got on Sunday, making our mini getaway come to an abrupt end. Oh well, the best part of the weekend was probably when we played Catchphrase similar to pictionary but instead of drawing the word/phrase out we say words that is like the phrase, sort of like a thesaurus or hints to what we are trying to tell our teams. It was fun. 

The Camp fire we have almost every night, with the delicious s'mores =D;

 John being a monkey; tying up the tarp.

 Honey building a fire. 

Us at the beach!

This past Tuesday John and I went to Wonderland, and we spend the whole day there when we got back it was 9; we were pooped when we came back and all we did was slept from 9-1230AM. hahaha love it. This guy decides it would be a hilarious thing to bring my camera onto Behemoth and video tape our adventure throughout the ride. I must say it's a pretty sweet video, although the ride made him have the shakiest hands ever, but what can you do right? Also all you hear me yell is "DON'T DROP THE CAMERA!" Him handling the camera took the fear of the drop right out of me and put it towards the fear of him dropping my camera, the adrenaline rush was completely removed. It was so freakin' hot that I was complaining to him that I couldn't believe he didn't bring out bathing suits so we can take advantage of the water park there; then after we got off of Skyrider and was walking looking for the Slushee stand he suggested to go back to the car and get our bathing suits. =) I was so happy that I get to experience a different part of Wonderland; because I never went to the waterpark! I purchased a wonderland towel! It's tie dye; very tacky something John would pick. hehehe (love you). Basically we went on most of the slides, and the wave pool (minus the wave); we went into the pool and this stranger decides to splash me and the water was FREEZING; my reaction was =O= not pleased, but then John decides to adds to it by splashing me and running further into the water and diving in; I was freezing and said to myself just take the plunge it'll be warmer. So I just got into the water; but when you get out the breeze gets you. Anyways, we stayed in the waterpark until it closed and got dinner. I decided on a footlong hot dog, and John decided on the bbqued smoke turkey leg. Hahha we got oversized dinner items, and then funnel cake! Of course! =D loved every minute of it. Had a blast. I love not working so often because then I'm able to enjoy my summer now.

Him and his turkey leg; Us....-_-;; My footlong and I!!! =D

Next: The Ex with Diane!!! <3 Can't wait. She's excited for Deep fried butter. Sounds interesting? Well I think it sounds disgusting but that doesn't mean I won't try a bite!!  

Enjoy, until next time.

Love, Mrs. Pink

P.S My birthday is in exactly ONE MONTH- 21 just inching closer and closer. Excited!! =)

P.P.S school starts in just over 1 week. O.O

Movies that were seen in the last Month

For the past month I have only seen 3 movies, which is quite sad because I'm usually on top of the newest releases, but I guess this is what happens when I had a lot of birthdays to deal with, work, and school-so not that much time to play!

The first movie that I saw and LOVE to death is....

Toy Story 3

Toy Story 3, completely adorable and worth the real 3D ticketed price. Woody and the gang were awesome. The story was very touching; where it led to a lot of tissue being used. A great way to complete the series. Totally brought back childhood memories of watching the first 2. It was great for all audiences; parents and their children, teenagers, and all will enjoy this movie. How can you not-it's Toy Story! There's a character for everyone, and the new ones introduced are so funny, and synnical..Chuckles<3 bahaha, I love the little girl, and Ken! He is hilarious. I love them. Love it all, totally worth the 3D experience. If you have yet to watch it, go watch it. It's a great movie. 

Next:

The A-Team

I went to see this with John, Teresa, Dan, and Adam. I must say it has the obvious cheesy lines at times, mainly delivered by B.A Barucks- BUT it was a kickass movie. I love action movies, so watching this was pretty good. I know there is a lot of negative reviews out there, but to be honest, I've never seened the television series, so I don't know any of these characters, but the actors that portrayed them did a bang up job. I love Murdock a LOT he was freakin' hilarious-psychologically unstable YET is one of the best pilots? Yeah sounds pretty ridic but it's pretty damn funny. Of course Hannibal...played by Liam Neeson, PERFECTION. I love Liam and he was awesome as the leader, loved it. Face played by Bradley Cooper...O-M-G hot damn! =) Love it, he was the pretty boy that stepped it up at the end. Pretty good. My least favorite character was B.A Barucks; however his part was pretty funny, how he didn't want to engage in violence, but he finally understood the difference between doing it for the right and wrong reasons. All in all it's a good movie, would I recommend this for a must watch theater movie, not so much. You can if you want. But it wouldn't ruin the movie to watch it from your own television; like some movies..*cough*Avatar*cough*

Most recently watched:

Twilight Saga- Eclipse

Okay I have a lot to say about this, because I've read the books and near the end of the saga I was very bored and fed up with the whole Bella & Edward eternal love, and all the 'romantic' business that came from Twilight, and also what will Stephenie Meyer come up with now the Bella and Edward are together; after their married. So basically I went to this movie because I felt that I should just because I've read the books, so to see how they adapted Eclipse into a film, also because Rosalie & Jasper gets their own stories. =) 

Anyways, the film itself is the best one out of the 3, better lines, better adaptation. HOWEVER-I wasn't really into it, 1. It got pretty boring, 2. It was too long; they tried to fit in a lot of things from Eclipse into the film, and it felt rushed at times too. In a sense somewhat choppy. So I got tired of the movie, and just began analyzing the wardrobe for the movie, Bella's pretty long-and perfectly wavy hair, and also Jacob's hotness. =) Hahha 

At times they had funny lines that mentioned the Team Edward/Team Jacob decision, such as Jacob's line when Bella was freezing in the tent, and stating "I am hotter then you" bahaha true very true-but these lines weren't good enough to make me recommend this movie to watch in theaters. It's really not worth the $14.00 admission, let alone the VIP admission  of $17.00 just wait until it comes out on DVD. Honestly it's nothing special. Read the books makes you fall for the characters a lot more then the movie. 

What I really want to see next: Grown Ups, Inception, Despicable Me, Salt, Dinner for Schmucks, and Eat, Pray, Love =)

Until next time.....

Love, Mrs. Pink<3